I'm not sure how to start this post. It's been so full on with placement at the moment and I've got one more essay due for Uni. I only have 9 weeks left until I'm fully qualified. I starte d to apply for jobs a few weeks ago and got called for an interview in the hospital that I currently work in but unfortunately I didn't get it. On Saturday just passed, I went down to Manchester for an interview. I wasn't sure how the interview had gone, it was so intense. I became really aware during the interview that I was speaking very quickly in my Scottish accent and I started to concentrate on slowing down my speech. I came out of it convinced that I had done ok but not well enough to actually get the job. But all the interviews are good practice. They said they would let me know by Friday so I just put it out of my mind. However, I got a call yesterday from them......................and I GOT THE JOB!!!!! It's full time and permanent. I can't believe it,...
When I wrote my last blog, I knew that I had some huge news although I didn't think I would be telling our news this early or that this is how it would end. I'm writing about this because I promised this blog would be honest and the last few weeks have had a huge impact on me as an individual and Matt & I as a couple. I discovered at the end of June that I was pregnant. I was so excited and could not believe it. With my PCOS I had given up any hope of falling pregnant naturally. I was over the moon. Unfortunately at 5 weeks I started to bleed. A week later, I had a scan but they couldn't tell me whether the pregnancy was viable anymore so I've had to wait another week. Today it was confirmed that I have lost the baby. The last 2 weeks have been some of the worst I've ever had. I've only been able to fall asleep by imagining that we were told the baby was still growing. But when I wake up it's like a jolt back to reality when I realise that that's...
I can feel my willpower slipping away from me completely. I just can't be bothered with anything, not just the gym. Don't want to eat healthy and when I use my 30th to try and motivate me, it just reminds me of the stress that's causing me. I should have stuck to my original plan and let it pass me by unnoticed! The place I had booked are bugging me no end with their lack of commitment/confirmation. The woman is about 2 days away from a piece of my mind! So I'm going to go back to Fat Fighters tonight aka Weight Watchers. I need to do something cause I dob't want to be fat so I'm going to see if Fat Fighters can whip me into shape. I think I might also have to drag myself kicking and screaming back to the gym. Body Combat on Thursday night should be sufficient punishment. I'll let you know how I do at WW tonight
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