Hurry up!!!

I'm almost at the end of my first full week in my new job and apart from the odd thing here and there is going ok.

The only thing with this week is that I'm ssssssoooo homesick! I'm missing my family and my friends. I'm lonely and that's the worst bit of it. I'm hoping that when I get paid and get my gym membership started again I'll feel better but I wasn't expecting the homesickness to last for so long. I'm seeing Matt this weekend and I'm not sure if that's making it worse because I'm so looking forward to it that I just can't wait for the next 2 shifts to be over.

Anyway I'm sure it will pass..... My sister got me one of these digital photo frames got Christmas and she loaded it with loads of pictures from our wedding, hen nights, 30th's and all the old photos. I love it. Every picture makes me smile and miss home just a little bit less. I know it will get easier, i just wish it would hurry up :-)

On a positive note, I had to register with a doctor this week and as part of that had to be weighed. I wasn't looking forward to it because since I stopped going to CPT I haven't really done any exercise except work. But I've managed to lose 4 more pounds!! So that was a nice start to getting my weight loss back on track.

So I suppose the moral of this story is roll on the weekend and next week when I get paid and can get to the gym!!

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