7 days

I've been down in Manchester now for a week and I beginning to feel more settled. There are still things that remind me of home: I saw a taxi advertising Irn Bru and it made me think of home and I've been talking to people about all things Scottish and teaching them Scottish words and phrases.

I miss home like crazy and I can't wait to get back for a visit. I think the bit I struggle with the most is eating alone. When I was at home, Matt and I didn't always eat together but I miss not having the option of eating with anyone. Sounds a bit sad really lol. I miss having a bit of company really.

I am enjoying it down here though and all my new colleagues are lovely. I forgot how much I like staying in a big city. I've been saying to Matt that I like staying in a wee village but I've really enjoyed being back in a bigger city. I've gotten some lovely cards from home as well, including one from one of my favourite little girls.

Looking at the whole situation, I can't believe I'm actually qualified and in my first post. My training went so quickly and now the hard work begins.

So all in all, it's going really well. I'm hoping to get home soon and in the meantime Matt should hopefully be able to get down before the end of the month. I'm going to be a bit of a tourist and explore a bit more over the next couple of weeks.

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