Please bring back my willpower!!!!

Well my willpower has almost disappeared completely. But I'm trying so hard to get it back.

I'm going back to Weight Watchers and I don't like the leader so I'm hoping I start to work hard to prove her wrong!

I'm also thinking about my 30th. The venue I had provisionally booked let me down. The arrangements weren't sitting right with me, they wanted deposits in cash, she wouldn't respond to my emails, she wanted a really high number of my friends in the club within 30 mins of the club opening. The club is lucky if it attracts 50 people on a Saturday night. It just wasn't right and she's irritated me by not replying to my emails. So I told her that it was done and I wasn't going to use them. Funnily enough I got a phone call the very next morning asking me to call her back. I don't think so!!

Anyway onwards and upwards, I've got somewhere else in the pipeline and I'll confirm it as soon as possible.

The other thing about the party which I've really just decided today is that I'm going to have it as 80's dress up. Optional obviously, I'm not going to force anyone to do it but here's a few options that I found tonight. There are loads of outfits online, these ones are my favourite ones so far but for a couple of them I'll have to lose a shedload more weight. Its my additional motivation though!!





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